So, tonight I met Natalie's mother. In terms of our relationship, not necessarily a big deal, but I was still more nervous than a long tailed cat in a room full of rocking chairs!

Long story short, was quick, painless, and she was a nice woman.

Anyway, I LOVE this girl! I mean it. It's definitely the most twisted situation I've ever been in, but I simply love this girl. I think it's the first time someone "gets" me. In the past, people have tolerated me, but they never exactly understood where I was coming from. She gets me, which is so odd, but amazing at the same time.

I can't believe I'm thinking this. I can't believe I'm typing it. And I certainly can't believe I'm sharing it with a bunch of strangers, but I am in love with her. The cute little things she does that can brighten my day. Just having her around. The way she see the world. "All the things I detest, I will almost like..."

She's my best friend. I don't know how this happened, but she has quickly joined the ranks of about 4 individuals who truly know who I am, and that scares the shit out of me. She's so close, she HAS to be either my best friend, or my worst enemy.

Yet, life always has to throw you it's little curveballs. I'm "Chasing Amy", remember? I'm barking up the wrong tree, but what a perfect tree it is. And I truly am in love with this girl. Didn't want it to happen, but it has, and now I'm more screwed up than I ever thought I could be. Isn't it enough that we're friends? Am I wrong to want more?

I certainly hope y'all are entertained 'cause I couldn't make this stuff up if I tried!

Posted by William @ 8/17/2004 05:27:24 AM
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